Monday, October 30, 2006
Saturday, October 28, 2006
When I close my eyes...
When I close my eyes,
I am in a meadow
where grass is green
Where I can feel the wind
weather my mask away
And I sense memories
of battle and blood unseen
When I close my eyes,
I am surrounded
by trees growing, living, blossoming
And the smooth, calm water in a lake
A place where I can get away
from the struggle of surviving
When I close my eyes,
I see a castle
built by my imagination
Where I can smell
the salty air of the sea
Somewhere I can hide
from the war of a nation
When I open my eyes,
I am brought back
to the deafening noise,
The depressing colors of our earth.
Where people our nothing
but dolls and toys
I am in a meadow
where grass is green
Where I can feel the wind
weather my mask away
And I sense memories
of battle and blood unseen
When I close my eyes,
I am surrounded
by trees growing, living, blossoming
And the smooth, calm water in a lake
A place where I can get away
from the struggle of surviving
When I close my eyes,
I see a castle
built by my imagination
Where I can smell
the salty air of the sea
Somewhere I can hide
from the war of a nation
When I open my eyes,
I am brought back
to the deafening noise,
The depressing colors of our earth.
Where people our nothing
but dolls and toys
I miss u...
I know u think I'm an idiot
And I know u don't care
But there are some things
That just aint fair
I miss the way u look at me
And I miss ur loving touch
I miss everything about u
My love, I miss u so much
I know that u've moved on
And probably think I'm insecure
But I can't help the way I feel
And the sad thing is there is no cure
There is no cure for a broken heart
And there is nothing u can do
'Cuz I know u don't feel this way
And this all means nothing to u
I know I've made horrible mistakes
And I know I killed what we had
I know there is no change
I wish things didn't turn out so bad...
And I know u don't care
But there are some things
That just aint fair
I miss the way u look at me
And I miss ur loving touch
I miss everything about u
My love, I miss u so much
I know that u've moved on
And probably think I'm insecure
But I can't help the way I feel
And the sad thing is there is no cure
There is no cure for a broken heart
And there is nothing u can do
'Cuz I know u don't feel this way
And this all means nothing to u
I know I've made horrible mistakes
And I know I killed what we had
I know there is no change
I wish things didn't turn out so bad...
To the one I love...
To the one I love, I never thought that it would end this way, leaving me brokenhearted and thrown away. I hope in life I understand this pain I feel, understanding it will make it all so real. I wake up knowing that we are not one anymore, I won't feel your touch or hear you walk through the door. I am sending this to the one who I love so much, even though its not returned I still yearn for your touch.
What I want...
You don't know what I want
But it's what you always flaunt.
On your lips, on your arm
You don't see all the harm.
I know that you are mine
And will be for the rest of time.
But I don't know if this is it
What I want, y'know, the shit.
I don't know if I want you
But I can't do what I have to do.
Love gets in the way
Of what I want to say.
I love you so much it's hard
But I want to hold that shard
Pressed against my skin
This is my personal sin
I want to feel the pain
Have I gone insane?
But I know what I want
To be the one you flaunt.
But it's what you always flaunt.
On your lips, on your arm
You don't see all the harm.
I know that you are mine
And will be for the rest of time.
But I don't know if this is it
What I want, y'know, the shit.
I don't know if I want you
But I can't do what I have to do.
Love gets in the way
Of what I want to say.
I love you so much it's hard
But I want to hold that shard
Pressed against my skin
This is my personal sin
I want to feel the pain
Have I gone insane?
But I know what I want
To be the one you flaunt.
Searching...
I'm yelling for you
why can't you hear?
i'm looking for you
why aren't you near?
I'm searching the earth
far and wide
looking for self-worth
it's gonna be a long ride
it's so hard to find something worthwhile
but i guess i need to try
try and find something to make me smile
something, not someone
don't make that mistake
i need to go, i need to run
become the real, dismantle the fake
wish me luck along this road
it might not be perfect but at least i know
it will free me from this heavy load
why can't you hear?
i'm looking for you
why aren't you near?
I'm searching the earth
far and wide
looking for self-worth
it's gonna be a long ride
it's so hard to find something worthwhile
but i guess i need to try
try and find something to make me smile
something, not someone
don't make that mistake
i need to go, i need to run
become the real, dismantle the fake
wish me luck along this road
it might not be perfect but at least i know
it will free me from this heavy load
Cardinals win World Series!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ST. LOUIS CARDINALS
HAVE DEFEATED
THE DETROIT TIGERS
TO WIN
THE 2006 WORLD SERIES
Friday, October 27, 2006
Pumpkins vs. Men!
Why Pumpkins Are Better Than Men:
- Every year you get a brand new crop to choose from.
- No matter what your mood is, pumpkins are always ready to greet you with a smile.
- One usually makes a better pie.
- They are always on the doorstep there waiting for you!
- If you don't like the way he looks, you just carve up another face.
- If he starts smelling up your place, you can just throw him out.
- From the start you know a pumpkin has an empty, mush-filled head to begin with.
- A pumpkin is turned on (lit-up) only when you want him to be.
- Every year you get a brand new crop to choose from.
- No matter what your mood is, pumpkins are always ready to greet you with a smile.
- One usually makes a better pie.
- They are always on the doorstep there waiting for you!
- If you don't like the way he looks, you just carve up another face.
- If he starts smelling up your place, you can just throw him out.
- From the start you know a pumpkin has an empty, mush-filled head to begin with.
- A pumpkin is turned on (lit-up) only when you want him to be.
Monday, October 23, 2006
Wish I'd had this in return...
Eve had an apple for Adam, what do you have for you man?
My body, mind, spirit, soul, and undying, unconditional love and respect.
My body, mind, spirit, soul, and undying, unconditional love and respect.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANCY GRACE
Hope you are having a wonderful day!
May you be blessed with many more!
You may be 47 in years,
But you're young at heart!
Friday, October 20, 2006
More dedicated words
"Anything For You"
I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
"My Last Breath"
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
"Even In Death"
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you, anymore than I do
People die, but real love is forever.
All are actual songs by Amy Lee of Evanescence
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Dedicated to...him
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
"What Hurts the Most" = Rascal Flatts
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
"What Hurts the Most" = Rascal Flatts
Monday, October 16, 2006
To the one I love
Death seems to surround me
as the bullet flaps it's wings
Someone keeps disconnecting
everyone's life strings
Confusion fills the distance
there and gone is the instance
Pain that suffers is deceased
Souls that lingernow released
The name in the sky
calling you down
Go to the everlasting
daily routines now distracting
Suffer is ending
peace be instilled
Silence and light
fills the golden heart
Departing from within us
to end here and go there
A peaceful new start
only away
My heartfelt thanks to Deangela
for putting my thoughts into words.
as the bullet flaps it's wings
Someone keeps disconnecting
everyone's life strings
Confusion fills the distance
there and gone is the instance
Pain that suffers is deceased
Souls that lingernow released
The name in the sky
calling you down
Go to the everlasting
daily routines now distracting
Suffer is ending
peace be instilled
Silence and light
fills the golden heart
Departing from within us
to end here and go there
A peaceful new start
only away
My heartfelt thanks to Deangela
for putting my thoughts into words.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
R.I.P. CORY LIDLE
I have also lit a candle in Cory's memory here.http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=Cory
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